The chatter.
Procrastinate
Lazy
Feeling so stupid
Always tired, not getting enough sleep
Not having a good routine schedule for the weeks ahead
Not having meal plans for week
Not going to the gym and strength training 4-5x a week
I do not know how to study
No time management
No clue who I am to be honest (EX: not having/knowing any interests of mine nor hobbies)
I feel like such a bland person (EX: my room doesn’t speak/ reflect anything about me, tied back to me not really knowing what I like or love I am)
Feeling unfulfilled and boring (more of a materialistic way, EX: not having enough stuff I would want or whatever)
Still stalking people that had a significant impact on me in the past
Nostalgia- I feel so many things, even from the smell of the fall breeze, feeling vibes of some sort I don’t know)
Do not really speak with grandparents
Always thinking about my weight/appearance
Being sensitive and asking for reassurance
Caring so much about what other
Parents relationship
Not having any friends
Not knowing what I want to be when I grow up, feeling so eager to
learn, but thinking I’m too dumb to learn anything
No idea what
subjects I like
Biggest question for myself: will I succeed in this lifetime and make an impact on the world? Will I have a good career I love by eventually knowing my true self? Will I live up to my immigrant parents?
